Trusting

Sometimes it gets really hard.  I have been out of work for a long time.  I am completely amazed that we have been able to pay our bills and not even be late on one in all that time.  But, we are getting to the place where I am not sure, without some sort of intervention by the Lord, that we will be able to continue.  I do believe he will intervene.  I do believe this business is where he wants me.  I get discouraged when others do not have the same excitement that I have but I am not going to quit.  I am going to stay with it.  The money is there.  I have to work the plan, listen to those that are successful and never say die.  Lord, please help me.  Keep me encouraged.  Keep me focused.  Give me success for your glory.  I want to see you work so bad.  I want to see as clearly as I did in the building of the church.  Please Lord.